Experience:caffeine 240 mg - surprisingly euphoric

• Age: 14
• Sex: M
• Height: 5’6”
• Weight: 69.7 kg
• Date: April 17 2023

there isnt really any background for this, it was my first real drug experience where i could actually feel the drug. I also have a pretty good memory of it which is why im choosing to share it here. set is suicidal after being dumped with a torn up hand from a fall and setting is on a walk with some friends.

note that i wasnt planning on actually using any drugs around this time, but i had purchased a large can of monster for no reason other than i liked the taste. i think the reason i actually was under the influence of the caffeine was because i had not had caffeine in nearly a month, which made me basically have no tolerance

Timeline

T+ 0:00 - i drank the monster right after buying it, nowadays caffeine usually hits me within 15 minutes but for whatever reason this took much longer.

T+ 0:30 - me and the 2 friends i was with traveled over to a nearby lake to meet some other friends, which we would walk around for pretty much the remainder of this experience.

T+ 1:15 - the first thing i noticed was i started to feel really fucking happy. i felt like every problem i had could be solved if i put my mind to it and if i wasnt at this lake with my friends, i would be solving them all.

T+ 1:25 - felt a significant urge to listen to some music, especially something intense, so i made a queue with some early deftones and slipknot.

T+ 1:45 - i started feeling really fucking amped. felt like i was better than everyone else but also had some increased appreciation for my friends. the music i was listening to sounded fucking amazing and i felt so motivated that i started punching trees, even with the hurt hand. looking back that was stupid as fuck but it felt so freeing in the moment.

T+ 2:00 - we migrated to a tree house about halfway to the other side of the lake to watch the sun set. i was so fucking energetic that i sprinted there and had to wait a little over 15 minutes for my friends to come and catch up.

T+ 2:15 - my friends came, and i started feeling fucking primal at this point. put on some filth by swans to set the mood. i also noticed a very subtle tingle in my chest which, while barely noticeable, was actually kind of pleasurable.

T+ 3:45 - after jamming out and replaying the same songs over and over, i put on some mellower music and chilled out a bit. started feeling really lovey and told my friends i was super happy for them and their relationships. over the next few hours it was just more of the same.

T+ 5:30 - went home after watching the sun set and played the fuck out of my guitar. still felt pretty amped.

T+ 7:00 - back to normal.