Experience: 80 mg Oxycodone (Oral/Insufflated) - My Highest Dose

Date: 2021-01-05
Age: 17
Sex: Male
Height: 193 cm or 6'4
Weight: 63 kg or 140 lbs
Miscellaneous
- Medication:
  - I stopped taking 30 mg of fluoxetine, an SSRI, 5 days before this.
  - I took 45 mg of mirtazapine the night before which is 15 mg more than I'm prescribed for depression, anxiety, and insomnia.
  - I also took 50 mg of propiomazine the night before which I'm prescribed for insomnia so I was very tired.
  - I also consumed some supplements as well as 5 mg of desloratadine like I do daily to ease the symptoms of my cat allergy.
  - I also inhale 320 µg of budenoside and 9 µg of formoterol once in the morning and once in the evening for asthma.
- Experience Level: I had taken 40 mg of oxycodone the day before and had been using it fairly regularly for a couple of weeks so my tolerance was rather high and I was developing an addiction. I remember having a much more intense/euphoric experience the first time I took 40 mg than this time that I took 80 mg in total. My first time on 40 mg of instant release oxycodone was absolutely astonishing. It felt like a whole-body orgasm that lasted for hours, one that was so intense I could barely stand up, let alone walk.
- Set & setting: I was at home, in my room. I ran 6 kilometers the day before and I don't run so that's a lot. It felt very good but I think my oxycodone abuse was chipping away the reward my brain should've given me for that run.

Report

T+00:00 - I swallowed three 20 mg oxycodone capsules at 11:40 (60 mg in total) that I had made the day before. I made them from 10 mg extended release tablets by Lannacher. I crushed them with my mortar and used capsules from some supplements. I simply binned the supplements and put the crushed pills inside the capsules and resealed them.

T+00:05 - I hopped in the shower. Obviously no effects yet due to oral route of administration.

T+00:45 - First effects. That classic warm and euphoric feeling. Put on my Spotify playlist and played it through my AirPods Pro.

T+01:40 - I crushed up two 10 mg pills (20 mg in total) and insufflated it over the course of 5 minutes. The total dose is now 80 mg.

T+03:10 - I tried really hard to urinate but it was impossible. I even turned on the tap to hear and see running water to try to make it easier but it didn't work.

T+03:20 - I took my blood pressure and it was 126/76, pulse 74 BPM. Usually it hurts a little but I didn't feel anything.

T+03:25 - Ate lunch without any problems. Have not experienced appetite suppression. If anything I've experienced appetite enhancement. I'm underweight and usually don't have a very strong appetite but I've been snacking on things throughout the experience.

T+03:30 - Successfully urinated and went out for a walk. Was still itching a lot.

T+04:05 - Returned home, made some tea and ate a banana. The walk was euphoric. Unsuccessfully urinated. My face, head, and whole upper body is itching a lot and my skin is a little red.

T+04:20 - Successfully urinated.

T+04:30 - Spilled water on my desk. Back pain returned while cleaning it up. I think the analgesic effects are subsiding. My pupils are still very constricted though.

T+05:00 - Feeling tired and sedated. Rumbling in ears. Just watching YouTube videos and browsing Reddit.

T+05:30 - I can barely keep my eyes open. I might fall asleep. I'm listening to some rain sounds.

T+05:40 - I just urinated without any difficulties which signals to me that the experience is over. My pupils are still very constricted though.

T+06:00 - I know it's bad to combine opiates with benzodiazepines but I don't feel very good so I think I'm gonna land on 1 mg of alprazolam.

T+06:05 - I must have been sweating more than usual because I can tell that I smell like sweat. That's weird. Guess it's the increased perspiration side effect.

T+06:20 - Feeling slightly nauseous. To be honest I'm surprised it didn't happen sooner since I threw up the first time I insufflated 40 mg of oxycodone.

Note from the future: I also threw up my second time insufflating 40 mg after a one week tolerance break.

Yet another note from the future: I threw up twice and felt like pure shit after insufflating roughly 25 mg. I think my body simply can't handle oxycodone anymore. I'm quitting this shit forever.

Yet another note from the future: I was clean from opioids for 33 days but relapsed on tapentadol. My brain was constantly craving that opioid high and I couldn't keep going on without it so here I am.

Yet another note from the future: After using kratom daily for a month and a half, during which I had one vomiting incident, my body can now handle oxycodone easily without any nausea. The downside is that it's not nearly as euphoric anymore, but it at least makes me somewhat tranquil and retains its analgesic effects.

T+07:10 - No nausea anymore. Still experiencing some itchiness.

Submitted by IJUSTPOPPEDAXAN

Effects analysis

Anxiety suppression - This isn't explicitly mentioned in the report but the physical euphoria and sedation produce the cognitive euphoria and anxiety suppression.
Cognitive euphoria - This isn't explicitly mentioned in the report but the physical euphoria and sedation produce the cognitive euphoria and anxiety suppression.
Compulsive redosing - "I crushed up two 10 mg pills (20 mg in total) and insufflated it over the course of 5 minutes. The total dose is now 80 mg."
Difficulty urinating - "I tried really hard to urinate but it was impossible. I even turned on the tap to hear and see running water to try to make it easier but it didn't work."
Increased music appreciation - "Put on my Spotify playlist and played it through my AirPods Pro."
Increased perspiration - " I must have been sweating more than usual because I can tell that I smell like sweat."
Itchiness - "My face, head, and whole upper body is itching a lot"
Nausea - "Feeling slightly nauseous. To be honest I'm surprised it didn't happen sooner since I threw up the first time I insufflated 40 mg of oxycodone."
Pain relief - "I took my blood pressure and it was 126/76, pulse 74 BPM. Usually it hurts a little but I didn't feel anything."
Physical euphoria - "First effects. That classic warm and euphoric feeling."
Pupil constriction - "My pupils are still very constricted though."
Sedation - "Feeling tired and sedated."
Skin flushing - "my skin is a little red."