0xea
Joined 15 September 2023
Xea
Hyia!, Im Xea, auti transgirl, born early 2000s.
Feel free to chat me up <3, just don't be a meanie.
matrix: @im-0xea:socki.moe
email: 0xea@autistici.org
Xea's Special Interests
- chemistry and pharmacology
- low level programming and reverse engineering
Xea's Mental Issues
- (hypo-)manic episodes
- SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME EDITING THIS WIKI
- autism
- severe sensory issues
- attention deficit disorder
- long term dissociation
Xea's Experiences
Xea's Substance Ranklist
adoration ❤ hatred
Hormone Medication
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Estradiol Undecylate ❤ |  |
prodrug ester of life saving hormone; produces stable levels with no crashes when injected monthly |
| Estradiol Enantate |  |
prodrug ester of life saving hormone; minor crashes when injected weekly; discomfort when injected every 4 days |
| Estradiol Cypionate |  |
prodrug ester of life saving hormone; crashes when injected weekly |
| Dutasteride ❤ |  |
significantly reduced hairloss; no side effects; very long halflife |
| Cyproterone acetate |  |
helpful when levels drop below monotherapy levels |
| Melatonin |  |
light sleeping aid |
| Finasteride |  |
coincided significant suicidal thoughts; very short halflife; stopped treatment after a month |
Entactogens
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| 3,4-Methylenedioxymethamphetamine ❤ |  |
my favorite psychoactive substance by far; helped fix several friendships; allowed me to reprocess some traumatic events; will turn anybody into a cuddle-machine |
| 3-Methylmethcathinone |  |
lighly entactogenic; intensely addictive and dangerous; high dosing requirements |
| 4-Methylmethcathinone |  |
cat-piss odor; lighly entactogenic; intensely addictive and dangerous; medium dosing requirements |
Stimulants
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Lisdexamphetamine ❤ |  |
favorite psychoactive substance for productivity; prodrug of my favorite stimulant |
| Dextroamphetamine |  |
quite stimulating; clean euphoria; minimal side effects |
| 3-Methylmethcathinone | |
extremely stimulating; extreme short-acting euphoria; intensely addictive and dangerous; high dosing requirements |
| 4-Methylmethcathinone | |
cat-piss odor; extremely stimulating; extreme short-acting euphoria; intensely addictive and dangerous; medium dosing requirements |
| Dextromethamphetamine |  |
quite stimulating; intense but short euphoria; long halflife; strong xerostomia(dry mouth) |
| Amphetamine |  |
somewhat stimulating; clean euphoria; heavy cardiovascular side effects |
| Kratom Alkaloids |  |
light plesant stimulation |
| Caffeine |  |
light plesant stimulation; discomfort at higher doses; toxicity has nearly taken my life |
| Salbutamol |  |
respiratory enhancement; minimal to no stimulation; cardiovascular side effects |
| Modafinil |  |
effective dosing not reached |
| Pseudoephedrine |  |
effective dosing not reached |
| Methylphenidate |  |
mininmal to no euphoria and stimulation; causes anxiety |
| Bupropion |  |
paradoxical pharmacology; caused intense distress |
| Nicotine |  |
light stimulation; causes agitation |
Psychedelics
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| 2C-B |  |
caused a significant and a horrifying experience; reduces passing of time; overlaying yet intense visuals; interesting tactile sensations; certainly an interesting substance; "psychedelic phenethylamine go weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^w^"; "if this is a mind manifesting drug, than my mind is both love and a nighmare swarm of angry spinning rainbows" |
Opioids
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Kratom Alkaloids | |
quite relaxing; reduces minor pain |
| Diacetylmorphine |  |
relaxing to the point of inducing sleep; warm; minor pain reduction; helps deal with siginificant emotional pain; weird dream like states which feel fully concious |
| Oxycodone |  |
strong apathy and sadness; feelings of body melting; when injected minor euphoria followed by nausea and intense sweating and warmth with only minor pain suppression |
Benzodiazepines
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Alprazolam |  |
somewhat reduces anxiety; cancels out stimulants if needed |
| Diazepam |  |
helps in distress; effective sleeping aid; cancels out stimulants if needed |
Antipsychotics
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Quetiapine |  |
somewhat distressing to use; didn't seam to help that much directly but potencially over the hours after use |
| Amisulpride |  |
messed me up at low dosage; kept me safe at a full dosage; will make you lactate but that sounds hot to me |
| Promethazine |  |
seamed too suggestive to treat acute distress; strongly delayed onset; potencially mild nausea reduction |
Dissociatives
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Ketamine |  |
unnerving and non-recreational; body distortion; perception in snap frames; amnesia |
| Dextromethorphan |  |
effective dosing not reached; might have worsened previous psychosis |
Antidepressants
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Mirtazapine |  |
creates unique bodily feeling |
Nootropics
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Noopept |  |
seams mildly stimulating |
Amino acids
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| 5-Hydroxytryptophan |  |
seams to improve wellbeing after MDMA use |
| L-Theanine |  |
light but pleasant effects |
| N-Acetylcysteine |  |
the taste of rotten eggs ruined my dextromethamphetamine tea |
| N-Acetyl-L-Tyrosine |  |
uncertain activity; injected 500mg intravenous |
Antihypertensives
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Minoxidil |  |
promotes hair regrowth; causes respiratory depression at 10-15mg oral administration |
NSAIDs
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Acetylsalicylic acid |  |
reliefs minor headaches; causes useful blood thinning for stroke prevention |
| Ibuprofen |  |
ineffective |
| Paracetamol |  |
ineffective |
Alcohols
| Compound | Structure | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Ethanol |  |
reduces cognitive functioning; euphoric at nauseating doses; rather use this as a solvent |
| Isopropanol |  |
accidental exposure; rather use this as a solvent |
| Phenol |  |
accidental exposure; do not ask why I was handeling it |