Experience:10mg EPH - Spontaneous Frank Hallucinations and General "Dirtyness"

Date: December 2016
Gender: Female
Weight: 45 kg / 100 lbs
Age: 20
Etc: I am extremely sensitive to stimulants. I always start at a low oral dosage to see how my body and brain will react. Methylphenidate is my sweet spot stimulant and I have been researching its analogues to see if I can find one that matches its effects profile and jives with my brain. I have researched methylphenidate, ethylphenidate, and isopropylphenidate. This was my fist and LAST time trying EPH.

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10AM - I remember this was a Saturday shortly before finals, and I needed some stimulant motivation. I decide to weigh out and orally dose 5 mg of ethylphenidate. I wait the usual half hour, eat breakfast, so I don't go Auschwitz mode and start to come up within 30 minutes.

11AM - The effects are not as pronounced as I need them to be, and I dose 5mg more orally. At this point, there was light stimulation and motivation with tinges of cognitive euphoria. My teeth are grinding a little bit.

11:30AM - WHOO BOY, am I stimmed the fuck out. I am jittery, euphoric, and too stimmed out to focus on my differential equations homework. There is a sense of restlessness and euphoria that reminded me of methamphetamine. Feeling to stimmed out to study, I go to my boyfriend's house to smoke some marijuana and chill out.

1PM - Still feeling very stimulated, I take a post-sex shower at my boyfriend's house. While in the shower, I look down and see a motherfucking spider booking it toward me. I remember seeing each individual leg move in succession, the spider was brown and a common wolf spider, it was about 1 in length. THIS IS HOW DETAILED THIS FRANK HALLUCINATION WAS. I scream, and as an arachnophobe, I book it out of the shower completely naked into my boyfriend's room begging him to kill the spider. He comes over to the bathroom, does a thorough search, looks at me, and says "... what spider?". I just had a spontaneous frank hallucination on a little dose of EPH with a full nights sleep. I am shaking from this and decided to give the rest of the EPH to my boyfriend, as this is a stimulant that is just too strong for me.

3PM - Coming down a bit, but still feeling stimulated. I take approximately 2mg etizolam to cut the effects short.

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Effects analysis

Stimulation - the stimulation is not focused like it's chemical cousin methylphenidate, it is easy to get distracted and focus on something not intended to be focused on.
Cognitive euphoria
Teeth grinding - this was present even at low doses
External hallucinations - "While in the shower, I look down and see a motherfucking spider booking it toward me. I remember seeing each individual leg move in succession, the spider was brown and a common wolf spider, it was about 1 in length. THIS IS HOW DETAILED THIS FRANK HALLUCINATION WAS."
Delusions - "I scream, and as an arachnophobe, I book it out of the shower completely naked into my boyfriend's room begging him to kill the spider. He comes over to the bathroom, does a thorough search, looks at me, and says "... what spider?"."
Increased heart rate
Increased perspiration
Increased blood pressure