Experience:800-900mg Ephenidine + unknown quantity flubroalzolam - Multiday Insanity

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Trip Reports - Ephenidine, Flubromazolam and Alcohol

I had experienced depression and anxiety for years, and I had hoped this would put an end to it for a while.

T-8:00 I had acquired 25mg flubromazolam in a liquid bottle (approx. 125ug per drop) and had previously taking about 1 drop 8 hours before the trip.

T+0:00 Ingest about 100mg ephenidine.

T+2:00 Start feeling pleasantly wonky finally. Everything else in the world appears outlide ‘outside’ of me, like I don’t need to care about it.

T+2:30 Wonkiness at its peek, but I want more. According to trip reports this is far from k-hole territory, although what do I know, this is my first dissociative. Reminds me most of high dose (2000mg+) Pregabalin. So, I pinch offf around 50mg more and parachute.

T+3:00 As mentioned, the purpose of this trip is to work on my social anxiety and depression. But because the nearest clinic that does legal ketamine-IV depression treatment would require me to fly there and back again 10x in ten weeks, that’s out of my price range. The previous day, somewhat bolstered by a small dose of flubromazolam, I contacted a bunch of old friends and actually got invited to a party, but got zonked out and couldn’t go. That’s not gonna stop me now, though. I want to socialize, go to a bar, even though it’s Sunday and most bars are closed I find a dive car and take a cab there. They even serve me a beer even though I’m way beyond fucked

T+3:30: The bar is almost empty and all the patrons are old dudes, so I dip up. At times time I get a strange urge to acquire some speed, so I sort of follow some shady looking times, but never gets anywhere, so I find a taxi cab home. I struggle to unlock the key, but eventually manage it.

T+4:00 At this point, I do something you should NEVER EVER do. I dump the rest of my powder, minus some spill, into a glass of water and down it. This was a full 1g ephenidine baggje this morning. I have now consumed in the range of 800-900mg ephenidine in four hours. I also sprinkle a full drops of f-lam in there.

The next two days are a total blur. I’m mostly bed-bound, experiencing fully immersive scenarios. I can’t tell if my eyes are open or closed. In some scenarios, I am other people. I woke up Monday night (3 days later), with my parents in my house. They have an emergency key intended for use if I accidentally lose mine. Or overdose on drugs, apparently. I had in my more lucid moments considered calling them, but was too afraid to disappint them, Instead I scared the hell out of them.

put an end to it for a while.

The trip

T-8:00 I had acquired 25mg flubromazolam in a liquid bottle (approx. 125ug per drop) and had previously taking about 1 drop 8 hours before the trip.

T+0:00 Ingest about 100mg ephenidine.

T+2:00 Start feeling pleasantly wonky finally. Everything else in the world appears outlide ‘outside’ of me, like I don’t need to care about it.

T+2:30 Wonkiness at its peek, but I want more. According to trip reports this is far from k-hole territory, although what do I know, this is my first dissociative. Reminds me most of high dose (2000mg+) Pregabalin. So, I pinch offf around 50mg more and parachute.

T+3:00 As mentioned, the purpose of this trip is to work on my social anxiety and depression. But because the nearest clinic that does legal ketamine-IV depression treatment would require me to fly there and back again 10x in ten weeks, that’s out of my price range. The previous day, somewhat bolstered by a small dose of flubromazolam, I contacted a bunch of old friends and actually got invited to a party, but got zonked out and couldn’t go. That’s not gonna stop me now, though. I want to socialize, go to a bar, even though it’s Sunday and most bars are closed I find a dive car and take a cab there. They even serve me a beer even though I’m way beyond fucked.

T+3:30 This is went I did what you SHOULD never do. I poured the rest of the 1g baggie of ephenidine (minus spillage) in a cup of water and swallowed it. I had now consumed 800-900mg of ephenidine i a four-hour time span. I also added a few drops of f-lam to the mix. Later found the bottle empty, but suspect most of it was spilled or thrown in the the drain.

The next three days are a blur. I mostly bedridden, completely delirious. Eventually wake up to my parents in my apartment (they have an emergency key, mostly in case I lose mine, over overdose on drugs apparently.)